Chill

Chilling all day today, off to tville to referee tomorrow.


I want to fly away, I want to get away.

Loony

Went to parliament today, quite interesting, funny how the people that run our state are complete nut-cases, except Lawrence his quite the character, and a very smart man to. Nothing like that damn Anna Bligh.

What Would Jordan Do

Incredible

Lovin' it sic.

Change

That's what's up.

Erosion

How heartbreaking is it when something you once cherished fades away; drops out of your life, and you barely even notice it. And then all of the sudden its as though it never impacted on your life at all.

How heartbreaking is it when a father cant even look his own son in the eye.

Lets go back to the good days.

Fang-a-lang.

Yer I'm falling what else can I say I'm fading away.

Epic

We over examine everything to the point were it basically becomes non existent, we nit-pick every minor detail on everything in our lives until it loses all importance, all the importance that made you look at its finer details to start with and it becomes just a minuscule object in our very complicated lives.


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Justify your existence

Fulfilling

Best lunch today, went out to Vivo, Palm Cove, with mum + sis, got the Garlic Ciabatta for entree', then the fish and chips oh so good. Looking at buying a new laptop to, my old one shat itself, probably goning to go for the Toshiba A300/M00 such a nice laptop, only issue being money which i need fast. Oh well it will come in due time.

Best shit ever.

Mind on my money, money on my mind.

Masks

Everyday people hide behind something there not, wether that be by using makeup to concele something or how someone dresses or just how they act in general. People are always keeping their identities to themselves afraid that someone will judge them, afraid a complete stranger will judge them, a complete stranger who is afraid of another complete stranger judging them.

Who will watch, the watchmen.

Misplaced

Imagine being the outsider in a world in which you have grown up in, you wake up one day and are seen differently by the people who you surround yourself with, and in general just feel miniscule and insignifigant as though you havent contributed anything to society. Imagine how that would feel. I dont plan to feel that ghastly feeling, instead I plan to feel as though I have accomplished something in my life, made it worth living and most of all impacted on anothers live in a good way. I was once asked find the joy in my life, and I plan to do just that, thats one hell of an aspiration im willing to chase.



Subway post mix cokes are crazy cool.


You measure yourself by the people who measure themselves by you.

Clockwork

Often I like to think about, how and why rather then just the end of something happening, my mind often wonders into the unknown conspiracies of this strange world in which we occupy, things such as religion, life cycles, how the earth became, etc, etc. You get my point, I guess I analyse things and evaluate them, maybe to much, maybe sometimes not enough, maybe I should just let things slid. But wheres the fun in that? I believe everything always happens for a reason, even though that reason may not relate directly to the occurrence anyway, its still for a reason, of some sort.

Oh I hate uncertainties to.

The end always justifies the means.

Social Diversity

There is so much diversity in todays world, races, religions, sports, countries, state to state, city to city, mate to mate (excuse the pun). The one that concerns me the most is racial diversity and tension, for god sake does the colour of ones skin define the person they are, or the person they could be? Why should we discriminate against another just because there skin is of a different colour to us, are we that emotionally unstable that we have to nitpick at the most minor differences to make it such a major issue. I was watching a infomercial late the other night, and they classed a woman's hair as being 'African-American' are we that different from each other that we each have a set way to wear or colour our hair. And whats worse is that in America they are making possibly the biggest decision the nation has ever had to face at a time like this (Recession), and Obama being the obvious correct decision is overrun by McCain simply because of the colour of his skin. It depresses me to the absolute maximum.

I got a sports massage this afternoon, my 4th one now. It is the most painstaking thing i have ever sat through, however after 2/3 days it feels like heaven. Hannah, my masseur, we have a love-hate relationship, she loves me, and I hate her for the pain she puts me through, then go back to loving her 1/2 days later :).

I heard one of the most depressing stories from one of my teachers today, it taught me that, never let anyone pull you down or away from your dreams. No matter how bad the situation may be. Stick to your guns and eventually in the end i guarantee you it will pay off.

'Pack up all ya' shit cause were going on a trip for those summer days'.

Priorities

"You need to get your priorities right", such a true statement amongst Generation Y, i look around and feel almost ashamed towards other people's priorities and i guess morals are on the same page as well. What parties are on, on the weekend are what they are more concerned about rather then focusing on what they want to be, who they want to be, and actually making something decent out of their lives and enjoying it in the same token. I guess it could just be me, and the strong beliefs and morals in which i maintain, maybe i need to relax a little, maybe just maybe... maybe i want to actually be something.

Global share markets are falling just as fast as the population in third world countries, this global economy breakdown is growing more concerning as each day passes.

Snitches get Stitches

Crisis

We are on the verge of a global economy breakdown, and yet we are more worried about that then the living state of millions of people in 3rd and 2nd world countries. Maybe if we had looked at those countries and getting there economic standards 'up to scratch' first, then they may of been able to hold there on throughout this crisis, instead the U.S government choose to give out money to its population who instead of doing what the government intended of them spending it, did what any smart person would do when there nation is on the verge or reccesion and they banked + saved it. Would it have not been beneficial to both parties by helping the living standards of these countries which would then be able to provide more worldwide revenue, rather then just revenue within your own country. Eh there just my thoughts...

My new backpack arrived today, so so stoked.




Picked up some lollies today to, love British lollies so much ! :)
Back to school tomorrow, so not looking forward to it.

Atleast dont take me for granted.

Decisions

I am so indecisive when it comes to making decisions and it annoys the hell out of me, so so annoying.

Spent the weekend at Port Douglas with family, was good worked on tan and actually relaxing for once. Started reading my new book to, im really enjoying it. Bought some new sunnies to there hell sweet.

Seriously going to kill channel 10 to, i finally start getting into a relatively decent show (90210) and they fscking axe it, its complete bullshit.





Its people vs the politicians.

The Pursuit of Happyness

True happiness, I believe true happiness is not measured by how much money you have, or by what you own. Money can never buy true happiness, sure it can buy spurs of happiness such as when you buy a new car, or shoes for example, but it definitely cannot provide true life long happiness. Nor is it calculated by the amount of friends you have. Rather i would like to think it can be measured by how you yourself reflect on your life, and the memories you have made with the people you surround yourself with.

Can you imagine being as happy as a Buddha.


Mucked around with a half decent camera today, was good fun




yew :). Got my new book today to !



Carpe Diem.

Lie's, All Lie's

Truth's like a blanket that always leaves your feet cold. You push it, stretch it, it'll never be enough. You kick at it, beat it, it'll never cover any of us. From the moment we enter crying to the moment we leave dying, it'll just cover your face as you wail and cry and scream.

I absolutely despise liars, one lie basically ruined my life, and how I have grown to be the person I am today. So if someone lies to me or about me, chances are I wont like you. I guess truth and trust can both fall under the same categories as I guess trust comes with the truth, and you wont earn my trust unless I know you, yourself can tell the truth, and can see the truth. And trust me, I can read you like a book.

Kicked it back relaxing all day today, was good fun. Watched 'The Bucket List' last night, I can honestly say that it is the most awe inspiring movie that I have ever seen, it is so damn motivational and inspirational, lovin' it sic. Also watched 'Charlie Wilsons War' today quite a smart movie that really got you thinking, didn't like it that much though.



Lemon, Lime & Bitters, yew.

Your living a lie, you know who you are.