Depature

Off to Sydney tomorrow for a quick holiday with the family, should be a good break. Picking up my formal suit down there to so that will be quite an experience... I'm missing her already and I haven't even left yet, :(. bawwww...

Should be back with some big updates, and a heap of pictures to show off.

Time shared is time missed.

Change

Change absolutely terrifies me. I am looking into the future with the most uncertainty I have ever felt and I despise this uncertainty greatly. There has been a lot of I don't wants lately, and I think that's half the problem, I don't know what I actually want, and there's no one to guide me in anyway to what i want, and it sucks.

The only thing I know right now is that I don't want this year to end...

He

He is happy, he is sad, he laughs, he loves, he is lonely, he wants, he needs, he listens, he breathes, he gives, he misses out, he gets angry, he is overwhelmed, he tries to hard, he doesn't try enough, he over thinks, he over reacts, he has been torn apart, he has pieced himself back together, he strives to achieve, he looks into the future, he reflects on the past, he lives for the moment, he is everything he ever wanted to be, he is everything he ever could be, he is unsatisfied, he is alone, he is missing a big part of himself, he is loved, he is needed, he is used, he is lied to, he is all of these things at any given time.
He misses her.

He writes in the third person.

Happy

I have finally pursued some happiness and it feels amazing.

Holidays are right around the corner and should be really good! Going to Sydney and all, should be an amazing break. Sorry about the lack of posts lately, had an enormous amount of assignments and exams in the previous week. All good now though.

So I keep a picture in my wallet of you.

Touch

We're losing touch - over the past few months, we've gone from something that was in certain grasp, to something that is almost unreachable.

Somewhere along the way you chose the path less travelled, and you got lost in the woods, lead astray by your own beliefs. I'm not coming in there to save you, you must find your own way out; by the end of it - you'll be a better person for it... trust me... and if you think this is written about you, well yea, it probably is.

So come and tell me something you've already told me.