Surround yourself in walls built with luxuries and pleasures. Lock yourself away from the troubles of today. Do all you can to save yourself from the inevitable.

Unsaid

Apparently some things are better left unsaid. Apparently the best medicine is to cry until the tears finally dry up and there's nothing left inside any more.

I usually don't believe either.

Though I tend to make exceptions from time to time.

Ohgod

Wow, I start university in just three days. Some huge changes are coming up, not quite sure if I'm ready for them or not.

This summer has been quite eventful though and a good one at that.

I need to blog more.

Chuck

One day, we'll get above it all. One day, I'll find a place where im comfortable and finally settle myself in.

I can only hope that - that day comes soon.

Why do you put yourself through the pain of reading these, I write these blogs out of pain. Pain that you've caused. You shouldn't have to read this to realise that though. It should be realised on your own accord.

"Art never comes from happiness" Chuck Palahniuk.

Traffic in my head.

Oncoming traffic is quite riveting, especially running towards it.

Praying that maybe the next driver didn't get quite enough sleep the night before, cause they too are in the same situation as me where they stay awake till the wee hours of the morning so that they hold themselves back from doing something and sleep all day so that they can't do it.

I pray that the next driver may of had a little to much to drink the night beforehand, drowning their sorrows in a high dosage of alcoholic rage.

It makes me feel alive, each split second a car races past me, within mere meters of each other. I pray.

I'm confused and weird.